so I can add sharp objects abuser to my resume of shit.
I have starved myself.
attempted to throw up 3 times.
dragged compasses and the sharp objects across my legs.
exercised like a crazy girl.
binged on shit.
and gone through a bit of a wino stage. yay me.
Anonymous asked: "but just now I weighed myself and i was 129lb, so thats 2lb in less than a day :)" sweetie, you can't lose pounds in a day, you weigh less in the morning and more in the evening: it fluctuates. Just weigh yourself once a week. (and please stop promoting girls who are anorexic, there is a thin line between losing weight and starving yourself)
Sorry,its just what I would like to look like. I never encourage people to starve themself.
Don’t deserve food. I’m disgusting. I’m a fuck up. I can’t do anything. Ill never get anywhere. I ruin all my relationships/friendships.
Sick of life. Sick of failing. Sick of being fat.
I don’t ever seem to post on my good days. Did well this week. Then fucked it all up tonight. Didn’t want to start being stupid again, but tomorrow calls for a fast. And the next day. And the next day. And the….
